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Tuesday, 07 November 2006

  • ....everything sucks

    SAD kicking in a bit early? I don't know anymore.
    I just generally feel like crap about everything, despite how I look in school.
    On the plus side, coffee doesn't completely destroy me anymore, which is great.
    Ugh, the biggest disappointment would be falling back into the same routine as last year, but I know that I can't slack off that easily again. Whatever, I'm starting to feel like Willy (DoaS, for those who don't know who I'm talking about) in terms that I'm starting to think about the good times of the past, and be pissed off @ the future. Is my life made out to be some stupid tragedy? Fuck it, I need out.

Monday, 16 October 2006

  • Addictions suck.....like being hooked on Heroes. Curse you  TV Land, curse you and your cliffhanger endings.

    This song is so good..I don't know, it's kind of soothing, lol.
    Neyo feat. Joe Budden - Sexy Love Remix

    neyo
    jumpoff
    let me talk to her
    joey got the top down
    with my arm around
    used to be the biggest flirt till you calm me down
    you the drug im addicted to
    its not just a face on your physical
    or cuz ur waist is invisible
    sized up ur finger
    might cop the igloo
    put the whole club on the pasue when i get smooth
    you the shit cuz i actually dig you
    know im that dude cuz i actually picked you
    keep you lookin fresh 'll louie never miss you
    birds get so sick anytime they see me with you
    by my side cuz in you i take pride
    gave you the benz keys take ur girl for a ride
    besides its gettin passed that
    maybe cuz baby strong wherever i lack at
    now lets fly get these streets in recline
    blast the neyo so
    but nevermind im just saying stuff we both know

    [Verse 1]
    She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
    Just one touch
    And I errupt like a volcano and cover her with my love
    Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
    And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do)
    Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do)
    When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
    Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)

    [Chorus]
    Sexy love girl the things you do
    (Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you
    Oh I love making love to you
    Babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

    [Verse 2]
    I'm so addicted to her she's the sweetest drug
    Just enough
    Still too much say that I simp and I'm sprung all of the above
    I can't help she makes me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
    And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do)
    Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do)
    When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
    Oh, Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)

    [Chorus]
    Sexy love girl the things you do
    (Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you
    Oh I love making love to you
    Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

    [Verse 3]
    Oh baby what we do it makes the sun come up
    Keep on lovin' 'til it goes back down
    And I don't know what I'd do if I would lose your touch
    That's why I'm always keepin' you around... my sexy love

    [Chorus:]
    Sexy love girl the things you do (things you do baby)
    (Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you (keep me runnin' back to you)
    Oh I love (I love) making love to you
    Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

    [Chorus:]
    Sexy love girl the things you do (sexy love)
    Keep me sprung, keep running back to you (runnin' back to you)
    Oh I love making love to you
    Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

    She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
    Just one touch...

Tuesday, 10 October 2006

  • Fuck, I'm so miserable. The stress from everyone and everything is getting to me. Ugh, all I ask is a few days to myself. Seriously, like 2-3 days so I can contemplate my future and aspirations. I'm such a lost cause right now. If you see me at school like this, please don't bother with cheering me up, as I'm probably better off this way.

Thursday, 10 August 2006

  • I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
    They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
    Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
    Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
    There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
    An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
    And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
    And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this

    I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
    The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
    In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night, While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
    You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
    You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
    So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
    And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

    And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave
    Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
    And like a baby boy I never was a man
    Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
    And then I found out I can't make it go away, just make it stop
    Come back and shine just like it used to be
    And then she whispered "How could you did this to me?"

    Hate me today
    Hate me tomorrow
    Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
    Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swallow
    Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you...

Friday, 21 July 2006

  • 2 things I've realized today.

    1) Gotta look out for number 1
    2) I'm never going out of my own way for people. If I do, I expect a little courtesy in return.

    *Edit: Boy am I ever pissed. I'm assuming Montreal is cancelled due to lack of interest. Ugh, hopefully next trip will be just as good.

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